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On Being Authentic

“Hi, I’m Barb. I’ve been married 45 years to Bob. We have 4 kids, one of them’s a doctor, and 7 grandkids. The youngest one is starting 1st grade this year.”

“I’m Sarah. I’ve been married 25 years to Mark. We have 2 kids. The youngest one started college this year, and we’re so excited!”

And so it went around the room. All 18 women, in their 50’s to their 80’s, introduced themselves in this same manner. I was stunned. I now know about their husbands, including some of their names and professions, their kids, and their grandkids, along with various details about names, ages, accomplishments and milestones. What I don’t know is anything about any of these women. I don’t know if they’ve had careers, hobbies, or accomplishments. I don’t know what they like or what they don’t like. I know nothing about them as human beings, except that they are wives and mothers.

As I sat and listened I realize this is not a phenomenon unique to this group of women. I think these roles are so overwhelming and all encompassing that it’s natural, at least to a certain extent. However, I don’t want to be that. I don’t want my friends to be that. In the topical discussion that followed the introductions, I learned little things here and there about some of the other women,  including two of them that have careers. I only learned that because they had to leave as soon as the meeting was done to go to work. What??? Why did you not say that before? What do you do? Are you a doctor? Do you sell Avon? Are you writing the next great American novel? Why do I not know this???

What if we all decided to draw a line in the sand? To stand up and say, “As of today, I’m me. I have accomplishments and dreams. They include a marriage [or not, as the case may be], and great kids and grandkids, but they also include…” Do you think we might have less loneliness? Do you think we might have less depression? Do you think the church might start looking more like The Church? I do. If I knew how, I’d start a campaign. A campaign to help people see themselves as more than their relationships, more than the accomplishments of their family. A campaign to help people reclaim their own identity and accomplishments.

What do you think? Are you brave enough to stick your neck out and introduce yourself as you really are? As who you really are? I think it’s time you try.


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What the Chronically Ill Really Need from You

As a person with a chronic illness, daily life can be a lot to handle. One of the more difficult things, in all honesty, is well-meaning people. I know it’s hard for you to know what to say or do: really I do. To help us both out, here are a few examples from my life just this week.

Problematic response to finding out I’m ill #1: “I know just how you feel! I lifted something wrong and had a backache for almost two weeks! It was awful!” You had pain for two weeks, I’ve had pain for almost 30 years. That’s not the same thing, and no, you don’t know what it’s like. Comparing your temporary condition with my lifelong one isn’t helpful. You want to sympathize, and I appreciate that, but to equate a temporary, short term condition to a constant day-in, day-out, decade-after-decade condition only shows that you DON’T know what it’s like.

Problematic response #2: “Have you tried essential oils/chiropractics/canned nutrition/a different doctor/a voodoo witch doctor?” These are usually paired with anecdotes of someone you know or heard of that tried said solution and was miraculously healed. Once again, I appreciate your heart in this, but yes, I’ve tried it all (except the voodoo witch doctor), usually more than once. It didn’t help, or I’d still be doing it and I’d be well. I realize you have no way of knowing that, so I will have grace with you, but don’t continue to push. You can say it once, but then let it go. Please. Just let it go. If you don’t, I might have to start singing that song at you, and nobody wants that!

Problematic response #3: “Has your doctor done test X on you?” This is a generalized response which includes “Why hasn’t your doctor…” and “Why doesn’t your doctor…”, and “You should make your doctor…” and is the bane of my personal existence. I don’t know why my doctor hasn’t done those things, and no, I’m probably not going to argue with him about it next time I see him. I may ask him about it, but every time I’ve done this he is fully aware that such a test or procedure exists and has valid reasons why he hasn’t used them on me. Please remember my doctor has more experience with my disease than you and I together do, so he generally knows what he’s doing.

Problematic response #4: “You need to try praying X amount a day/X scriptures X times a day/ speaking to the disease in the name of Jesus and declaring it cast into hell/ repenting of hidden sins/ attend the meetings being held by Brother Miraculous in Iowa/ or getting the deacons to anoint you with oil.” This is really just another version of response #2, but in a way it’s more painful because at the root of it you’re telling me if I was more spiritual/holy I wouldn’t be sick. My illness is not my fault, and it’s not because I’m lacking in my relationship with God. We live in a fallen, decaying world, and sometimes illness happens.

So what do we really need from you, the healthy ones? We need compassion and understanding. What about saying “That must be really hard to deal with. I’m sorry to hear you’re going through that.” And STOP. We also need you to not assume we can or cannot participate in something you are going to be doing. If you are concerned we might not be up to it, ask anyway, thus allowing us the dignity of getting to control our own lives and schedules. If you assume we can, be prepared we may need to say we can’t and accept our decline with grace.

If we know you well, and you know about our journey and happen to hear something that might be new to us that might help it’s OK to tell us about it, but say it once, then stop. Most of us are open to new possibilities for relief, but most of what you hear about is not going to be new to us, because we try everything. I’m blessed to have a very patient specialist who takes all my questions respectfully because he deals with chronically ill people all the time, and he knows we search for any straw to grasp at.

Every single friend I have that is chronically ill has had the experience of being made to feel as though they are letting other people down by not getting well. People give advice, or the religious ones pray, then look to us expectantly hoping to see us jump up and yell hallelujah and run around the room. When it doesn’t happen they are crestfallen, and most of us feel bad about you guys feeling sad. Does that mean we don’t want prayers for healing? No, but we need you to keep your emotions about the outcome to yourself. That sounds harsh, but we really do need that. If you’re disappointed, how do you think we feel? Pray with hope and expectation, but with understanding that you’re not the first one to pray for us, and so far that hasn’t been the answer for us.

Personally I pray for the day that all that accumulated prayer bursts forth in glory and I will walk pain free and full of energy, a walking testimony to the goodness of God, but for now I limp through life, learning to lean on God in the midst of my pain. While it’s not what I would choose, God is using it to grow my faith and strength in my relationship with him. I have learned a lot about faith, God, living with priorities, and walking in mercy, and I’m at peace about my circumstances. If God has allowed this, I can survive this. And you can, too.

Following is a quote from Misty Edwards that really sums up how I live my life. If my illness makes you uncomfortable or sad, maybe it will help you, too.

Because life, life is but a vapor
But its brevity is what makes it a treasure
So feel it all like a love letter
To the One you’ll live with forever.

                       –Misty Edwards, “Little Bird”


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A Matching Grant!

As you might know, we have been fundraising for a few months to get a van for John and Tracie Loux . If you aren’t familiar with them, you can read about them here: Even a Hero Needs Heroes . Since we started the fund, they have adopted another little boy, Mattie. Mattie was born with Downs Syndrome and has spent the first three months of his life NICU. Once he comes home (which could be any day now) they will no longer be able to squeeze into their minivan.

All of this means this exciting news came just in time! A matching grant has been offered toward the purchase of their van! Every donation, up to $5000, will be matched, dollar for dollar! So if you have $10 to give, your donation will become $10. Pretty cool, right?  The grant deadline is February 9, 2011. Please consider giving to this great cause! Four former orphans are counting on you!

How to Contribute:

You can give by sending a check made out to Tekoa 211 to:

Tracie Loux,
12312 Askew St.
Grandview, MO 64030.

If you’re sending a check, it would be a good idea to let Tracie know to make sure it gets tallied in time for the grant. Or you can let me know, and I’ll get the message to the grant holder. Together we can make this happen!

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